Gz Bro..

I thought it would happen to you
but not so soon
now its happened to you
i bet you're over the moon

i hope it'll happen to me someday
i just don't know when
when the time comes though
i'll truly be happy then

congrats bro you got yourself a gal
now i hope you won't forget me
your bro
your good old pal



i'm bored yeah. haha inspiration comes at weird times. and no, i'm not lovesick, contrary to popular belief. ;P

As I Lay My Player to Rest..

My creative muvo player with 256 megs capacity passed away tragically on the afternoon of the 11th of july 2005. post-mortem reports indicate that the cause of death was by a sudden blow to the USB port, presumably disconnecting it and thus be unable to connect to anything. several chinking noises could be heard when the body was shaken, yet proving once again that there were several fatal wounds.

eyewitnesses reported that there was an unknown assailant who kicked the player which was attached to the pc. the death was concluded as from unnatural causes, but the evidence is almost nonexistant. all efforts to delve further into the causes of death and the identity of the assailant have been discontinued.

the nameless player will be dearly loved and remembered, the times on the bus where its blissful tunes lulled me into sleep and thus causing me to miss my stop, the ears the earphones have been stuck into, the computers that it had been connected to, and the uncountable times it was dropped unceremoniously.

Muvo TX FM Player
25 Dec 2004 - 11 July 2005
Much Loved. Gone Too Soon.

Mistrusted

this poem is true... at least what it's based on. if you cannot understand, then face it, you suck. people don't trust me, thats okay, understandable. but rubbing it in? screw the person. you know who you are. here i am trying to change myself and wad i get is salt rubbed in my wounds. looks like i'm not the only insensitive bigmouth around here.

No one trusts me and i got no friends.... not even my 'brothers' in my cell. i can relate to the drug advertistment now. "one by one, my 'brothers' left me" no i'm not whining. i'm just expressing my views. you wanna comment, screw off.

Distrust

Ostracised
Lost
All hope gone

Not trusted
Insecure
Treated with scorn

How did it end this way
I guess this is the price to pay

Got myself into this shithole
Can't get out
Nobody trusts me
Lost my Soul

Guess i deserve this
The result of what i've reaped
The secrets i've let out
The secrets I'm unable to keep

Me and my big mouth
I was told i was gonna get in trouble one day
I didn't listen
This is my price to pay

I wish i could start again, i really do
I really want to apologise
Repay my due

Determination dying
Can't Reclaim my Soul
I'm Stuck
Can't get out of this shithole