State of Zen.

this morning seems unusually nice and peaceful.

cooling weather, near-empty upper deck of the bus (ignoring the drunk guy who smelled really bad mumbling to himself), reaching the office early and being smiled at by a pretty lady, the laptops running fast and internet having a stable connection..

conclusion: something's not right.

Guffaw.

in those little moments
there was true bliss
nothing else could replace
moments like this.



hee hee hee.

Green Cheese.

and i stand here
and look at the moon
and wonder
if it's lonely up there.

As Optimus Shrugs Off Jetfire's Parts

i was looking for answers
and one came through the door
in the most unexpected way
helped me shrug off this burden
and carry it no more
the answer was clear as day

no longer wasting my time
caring about those who dont
respond in return
as they say
once bitten twice shy
after all this i'd better learn.

Feeling Loved.

my pay got delayed by a week so all i have left in my wallet were 2 cents.

but when the more motherly ones found out they bought me food to tide through this cash-less week! :D


the Lord truly provides - and i've been blessed with food and more importantly love from the people in the office! :D :D :D

i'm feeling very very much loved in the office right now. God is good. :)

Whoopee.

10025 web counter hits on webbleworld.blogspot.com since 28/4/2008.

that means 716 hits per month or roughly about 23 hits a day.

*throws confetti*




eating alone is a strangely good sensation.
nobody to worry about making small talk with.
nobody be a distraction while savoring each and every herb and spice which goes into the food.
nobody to steal one's food when one happens to be looking the other way.

yet that empty table brings this small thought that nibbles away slowly at the corners of my sanity - looking around and seeing the smiling faces of those who have a companion to eat and enjoy, or even those who, although seemingly eating alone, have friends smsing/calling to accompany them while they eat their food with makes this thought start to chew a little faster.




and the thought sounds a little like this:
why am i eating alone?
and the food on the table suddenly seems tasteless.




:( so much for the 10025 hits.

Long Live The King.

source: http://crisdelara04.deviantart.com/art/Michael-Jackson-Always-Alive-127667879

i saw this image on deviantart and i nearly cried.

its been a week and a day since MJ died.

never would i have thought that i would be so sad over the death of someone i've never met.

long live the king.

Michael Joseph Jackson
August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009