Saturday, June 30, 2007

Uncertainty.

Faraway
destination
eternal journey
succeeding
failing
both coming to be

minor victories
helpless situations
emotions overwhelming
bravely facing
fearfully expecting
what the future will bring

looking ahead
shrinking back
hopelessly unsure
stepping up
backing down
uncertainty has no cure.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

What's Going On?

What's going on?
i'm not myself
losing my sanity
screwed up inside
easily irritated
what's happening to me?

things happening
all point to one thing
me, me me
being totally screwed
nothing going right
how can this be?

the breeze blows by
even it laughs at me
'hello noob,' it says
'you've stepped in cat pee'

what's going on?
i'm desperately trying to know
everything's going wrong
nowhere right to go.






...whats going on?

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Meh.

~ To a Friend. You know who you are. ;)

Gonna tear my heart out at eat it
Cuz i aint gonna need it no more
The moment the decision was made
And opportunity walked out the door

It feels drafty inside
And maybe just a little sore
Gonna tear my heart out and eat it
Cuz i aint gonna need it no more.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Campfire 2007 Skit

Mary And Her Lamb Chop

Mary had some little lambs
their fleece was white as snow
everywhere that Mary went
her lambs were sure to go

She was famous
and with her lambs
she went around
Queen of rock
paper scissors she was
a worthy opponent never found

They followed her up the hill one day
where Mary met Jack and Jill
"I CHALLENGE YOU!" Mary cried
"LOSE BADLY YOU WILL!"

So Jack went first
a gentleman he was
and lose badly he did
but he had a secret weapon in hand
with Jill, it hid.

She stepped up
a flame in her eyes and LO!
a pair of scissors she had!
Alas! Mary had paper
she tasted defeat
for she had lost, bad.

"We have won!" Jil declared
"What will you give us now?"
Jack was a little daft and said
"I want that little cow"

"That's a lamb!" Mary said
"But since i have others, its yours!"
Jack looked at it hungrily and said
"Lamb is delicious with sauce.

Later on that day
Mary's lambs sat crying
wondering what became
of their friend
their comrade in arms
their lives would never be the same

Jack and Jill
went up the hill
to Jack's place to cook lamb chop and corn
"It's kinda sad," said Jill
"Who cares?" said Jack
and Mary sat outside, forlorn

"Let's save her a piece!"
Jill said
"She seems so sad outside!"
so they gave her a slice
there were tears of joy
as Mary and her lamb reunite

Mary was so happy
she started to dance
and as the fire burns on
They ate and danced
and danced some more
until the early morn...

and the fire burns on. =D

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Stoning.

there's a fly in my room
i'm watching it buzz around
it flies around my head
making a funny little sound

the fan drones on
an incessant whine
my laptop's air vents
imitate that just fine

a bird perches on my windowsill
it chirps, and looks at me
it looks to the sky
and sings ever so sweetly

it stares at me in the eye again
i see a soul behind those eyes
it cocks its head like it knows me
and off into the horizon it flies

im all alone again
staring at my wall
i'm not emo, not stoning
no, not at all.









(optional stanza for selective perception)

the sounds of my msn convos
fail to jolt me awake
hafeez's asking me to include him here
so his name's here, for its sake.

... lol.